I N T P

Found a site which gives brief descriptions of my personality type. haha.. =]

http://similarminds.com/jung/intp.html

so anyway, It just fascinates me that Every MBTI personality test I took gave me this result though they contain different questions and different scoring schemes. I've read several descriptions of the other 15 MBTI personality types and soon realized that I really am an INTP.

INTP

loner, more interested in intellectual pursuits than relationships or family, wrestles with the meaninglessness of existence, likes esoteric things, disorganized, messy, likes science fiction, can be lonely, observer, private, can't describe feelings easily, detached, likes solitude, not revealing, unemotional, rule breaker, avoidant, familiar with the darkside, skeptical, acts without consulting others, does not think they are weird but others do, socially uncomfortable, abrupt, fantasy prone, does not like happy people, appreciates strangeness, frequently loses things, acts without planning, guarded, not punctual, more likely to support marijuana legalization, not prone to compromise, hard to persuade, relies on mind more than on others, calm.

So, what's your opinion? Do you think I fit these descriptions? please post a comment =]

want to know your MBTI personality type? take this test:
http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp

wanna double check? take another and see if you'll get the same result. I did. =]
http://www.career-test.co.uk/test.php

Rain, Rain, go away!

Ugh! It's raining, if it weren't for the strong winds blowing I would've been out of here!

I decided to answer some kokology stuffs today, for a change. Since I usually use it as an icebreaker when the occasion calls for it and I never really tried to answer them myself. Kokology is the study of kokoro which in Japanese means "mind" or "spirit". It's a bit similar to personality tests but way better.

I prefer the ones written in the book 'cause the people who post it on the net have this annoying habit of cutting sentences.

I'm searching for a site which provides questions I haven't read yet. Oh, found one:
http://www.bukisa.com/articles/54803_kokology-quiz-to-discover-your-true-self

according to it:

BE HONEST TO YOURSELF! BE HONEST TO YOUR ANSWER!DON'T EVER LOOK AT THE ANSWER EXPLANATION IF YOU HAVEN'T FINISHED THE QUIZ!

haha, sure! let's start =]
c, d, c, a, b, a, d, a, a, e, a, b, a, b, d.

okay then.

*reads result*. hmm.

The grammar of some of the sentences was a bit off but so far I can say that I'm satisfied with the outcome. =]

*stomach grumbles* haha, time to eat! =]

99 bottles of beer

99 bottles of beer on the wall, 99 bottles of beer.
Take one down and pass it around, 98 bottles of beer on the wall.


*flashback*

when I accidentaly read the phrase 99 bottles of beer while surfin' the net, It triggered a very vivid memory buried way deep inside my subconcious mind. haha. It was unexpected, really.
here's the scene:
I'm in one of the pc labs, we just finished discussing how to implement loops and He's instructing us to code a program which prints the song 99 bottles of beer. He was, like, "di nyo yun alam?", then started singing... "99 bottles of beer on the wall, 99 bottles of beer.Take one down and pass it around, 98 bottles of beer on the wall.".. haha. iirc, he was wearing a pale yellow polo or something with a similar shade.But, I most especially can remember his smile (that I so love). I can't really describe it. I'm sorry but the smile is just so uniquely his that I find it hard to compare it with anyone else's.

Anyway, I'm loving how our brain works and I'm glad that I actually retained that memory. ;p

longing

I read my blog and realized that I want to post another song which is actually one of my favorites( and also has been in and out of my playlist for 5 years. haha. way longer than far away.)

Here it is: =]

Hanging By A Moment – Lifehouse

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I’m closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I’m falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I’ve held onto
I’m standing here until you make me move
I’m hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I’m lacking
Completely incomplete
I’ll take your invitation
You take all of me now…

I’m falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I’ve held onto
I’m standing here until you make me move
I’m hanging by a moment here with you
I’m living for the only thing I know
I’m running and not quite sure where to go
And I don’t know what I’m diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There’s nothing else to lose
There’s nothing else to find
There’s nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I’m closer to where I started
Chasing after you….

Just hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment here with you

headache.. argh! go away!

waah.. what a stressful week! (Let's not talk about the details.)

now playing: far away - nickelback

This song has been in and out of my playlist for 4 years now (I think). I decided to post it here since obviously, It's one of those songs that I never seem to get tired of. It somehow also reminds me of my orgmate/friend Kuya Rei, who I'm beginning to miss. He graduated this summer and I haven't seen him since then. I remember the first time he caught my attention was when he played this song on his guitar during my first encounter with SS around 2 years ago (orientation). I was,like, Hey! that sounds familiar, where's it coming from?, so I turned and saw him singing. I eventually found out that He's in a band and even liked some of his compositions. In any case, He became one of my closest pals in the org. He's been like an older brother that I never had.

Initial thoughts

*yawns* what time is it? I see.. It's 6 in the morning. oh, w8... hey, someone's already awake... hmm, I hear my mom and dad laughing, I think they're sort of reminiscing the past together. They sound so happy. nice.

Rn xnt zbstzkkx sqhdc sn qdzs sghr? gdgd. deenqs. =]

I went for a walk last night, it really helped me clear my mind a bit. I missed that. Maybe that's why I was all jittery yesterday, I just needed a breath of the cold evening air. I missed the serene ambiance of the empty street, during the night, which I am so used to. I even had the chance to talk to a friend, (neighbor-friends, when was the last time I actually talked to them? 3 months ago? we used to hang and talk for hours every weekend! anyway,), actually he's more like my brothers' friend and he made me share some inexplicable mysteries that I used to read (e.g. Bermuda's triangle, Loch ness, etc.). I had fun, though the conversation didn't last long. I needed some time alone to process things.

I also tried to stargaze. The stars were barely visible. The clouds were obstructing them from my view. I stayed until strangers began to arrive. Turned out that there was a birthday party next door and the celebrator was actually a friend. I went to the nearest computer shop to escape all the commotion, plus they were beginning to get drunk and men started to take a leak on a nearby vacant lot which was just a few feet away from where I was standing.

Surprisingly, the time I spent surfing the net didn't improve my mood at all so I went home feeling defeated. Tried to watch a movie, still had no effect. Around 12MN, I went to bed and drifted straight to dreamland, whew, It's a good thing that I am no longer Insomniac.

I am not pleased with the way I acted the whole weekend. I didn't give a lot of attention to my brothers (so unlike me).I should have followed my instinct, shouldn't have come this weekend. My family didn't deserve to see me in that state.

I'm really really hoping for a better mood this week. Although, It's not apparent to me how that would be possible since I've soo much to do, exams and deadlines are all queued up.